:: Put your hand back on his crotch.
<<Masc -10>><<set $manly = false>><<set $billy.excite = true>><<set $billy.forgive = true>><<set $billy.love += 5>>[[You]]'ve always loved [[Billy]].  He'd always been there for you, completely reliable, talking you out of your depressions or distracting you with the hobbies you both found enjoyable.  You'd never have made it through the loss of your father without him, especially when your mother had stopped being of much help.  Obviously you'd never considered him like //that// before, but then you weren't turning into a girl before.

Tentatively, [[you|You]] put your hand back into [[Billy]]'s crotch.  You're not sure why.  Obviously the hormones are playing a role, but you also are dimly thinking of how you can possibly make it up to him and get him to forgive you.  You want your best friend back and, if you have to jerk him off, then so be it.

Billy moans and rubs himself up and down against your hand.  He buries his face in your hair and starts lightly kissing the back of your neck.  After about thirty seconds of this, he gently pulls your head up and you look up at him through tear-stained eyes.  His lips open and he bends his head down to kiss you.  Unthinkingly, you part your own lips and accept the kiss.  It starts out soft and gentle and you actually quite enjoy it, when you put out of your mind the weirdness of kissing your best friend.  Shortly though, he's rubbing against your hand with more urgency and he's kissing you much more aggressively.  You find his tongue entering your mouth.  Swept up by how good he feels and smells, you eagerly accept and the two of you are soon tongue-wrestling.

You are surprised to discover yourself moaning.  Billy moves your hand away from his crotch and he hurriedly unzips his jeans and pulls down both his jeans and his briefs.  He takes your hand and replaces it on his penis.  You wrap your hand around it, slowly stroking it.  He's not huge, but he's bigger than you ever were, for certain.  You're surprised at how hot and powerful it seems to you.

"Oh God, Parker," Billy says, "that feels really good.  It would feel better if you suck it."

[[Suck Billy's cock.]]
[[Just give him a handjob.]]